Question time

Why did you go?

Why did you leave me? 
Why leave me alone and afraid? 
 

Every year that passes,

I still get no answers. 
The most painful of losses 

Are those that can't be explained. 
 

I wish there could be a conclusion

To this pain and confusion

But you will never be here to say it.

To put an end to the questions

That have been festering
I don't believe in God, yet I even pray for it.

Was it me?

Was it you?

Was there anything I could do?