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​I don’t want to fall in love if you don’t want to try, but all I’ve been thinking of is you and I, but I’m running out of words to say, I see our love just floating away, so I’m asking you please just say you love me, before it flies to far away.  I understand we’re running out of words, running out of ways to say I’m sorry, I forgive you, but baby that’s not what I’m asking for, slowly, run slower, don’t leave me, I’m begging you, please no, don’t leave me , I can’t take another loss, it will be too much, I don’t want to lose you, please. No. it’s gone, we’ve missed out, it’s gone our love is gone, so now it’s time I watch you walk away. Again. This is what you wanted. You wanted to slip away, maybe you’re like a butterfly you don’t want to be caught. You want to slip away, you can’t stay in one place to long, you’re not able to be loved, but why did it take me so long to figure this out, why did it take me longer than a year to realize, like you cannot be caught, you cannot be loved. Why did I still try? Why didn’t I just let go, why did my adventurous heart take me so far along, why couldn’t it find another path to take, another picture to draw, why did I have to see this one so far out, why do I have to pretend that It’s over, it’s not, I still care, I will still chase your unwilling and unloving heart, I won’t stop, so why do I keep pretending that I I will stop, why do I keep saying I will stop loving, why am I here, being stupid, when will I move on? When will you come back?   Why do I even care anymore?