Questions

Why does the light shun me and everyone leaves me for dead? Why does the darkness beckon me and all sight goes red? why can't I feel any warmth? just a icy cold embrace... Why can't I see through the night? It leaves no trace... Why can't I feel gentle touch of people who seem to care? Why can't I feel their love or notice it when its there... I want to know what has happened to me but I'm afraid the answer I can't bare. When did I become this joyless corps? When did all life leave me? How did I get lost in the shadows that shields people from freeing me? What caused such pain to be fall? What did I do to start it all? Can no one save me?....