the rambling of a mad man

i wake burning and crying

everything i touch disintegrates 

but i know why

i cant help it the untaped power within me has no source to unleash 

once there was a girl id kiss and hug and make smile 

in my lips my power would flow into her 

with my hugs my power would carass her and make her warm when it was

cold and no on and nothing would be able to touch her without her choice 

when she smiled id smile and my power would release in fireworks into the sky 

free and controlled now there is no release i just burn inside 

till i can't take it and have no choice but to release  my power in brutal savage ways

and it makes me feel dead not being able to release through you instead it kills me i feel

i have an arrow in my heart and swords in my eyes

i am blind and heartless my power needs a true release and without you

i cant see another or feel anything