Rape

He starts pulling at my heart Making me believe he loves me Me falling for his trickery His desires stronger than mine, Different than mine Him stronger than me, More powerful With every touch he becomes stronger, More motivated, More hurtful The tears begin to fall, Faster and faster through the screams Wanting, Aching, Wishing, For it to stop Instead it becomes unbreakable And as it continues, He becomes unbearable Laying, Watching, Waiting, Underneath him I look into his eyes and see Hate, Pure, Evil, And real Examining his naked body trembling, Over mine I exhale Wondering If I can breath, If I want to breath Every inch of my body shouting No Every cell, Every muscle, Every bone, Waiting for it to be over But, It never will be over I carry it everywhere I go Every store, House, Or school He is with me His memory overriding my brain Taking over my love Sucking my emotions This experience forever intertwined with My life, My love, And my family, Years have made me stronger Tears have left me wanting to love Fears exist in my mind My life spent making myself tough Smiles hiding feelings Drinks drowning the agony But, In the end I won I have fought I have felt true pain I have pushed myself to the limit I have a better relationship with my family I have won Nothing, And no one Can break me I am defined by my actions and my family, Not by the horrible actions done to me, I concurred rape.