Razorblade Dreams

I think of my life before

And how pathetic I am

Trying so hard yo find reasons

to change the way I am

When life got tough

I'd just sit there and cut

Not trying to think

Just kept my mouth shut

Watched the crimson red

As it dripped to the ground

Feeling so helpless

When no one is around

Crying so silently

Hoping not to be seen

Thinking of my life

Trying to figure out what it all can mean

Filling my emptiness

with my razorblade dream

Hoping one day

Someone will hear my silent scream

Gotta fill that void 

With a depressing little note

In hopes to be heard

Just let my thoughts float

Scribble them on paper

Just to make me feel better

But still keep them to myself

Like my own personal letter

Look back on them one day

And maybe then I'll see

How much I've overcome

How better my life has to be

But for now I won't know

Just keep on with my silent scream

But one day I'll be better

And this will all just be my Razorblade dream