Real emotion

You know what really sad so much of me is so much of you and so much of you is so much of me in the fact I don't know if we could every be I don't want your money I don't want the fame I have no alternative motive I just want you your body on top of me your voice saying my name tell me your take me and everything that come.with it tell me you do what's right you'll set it in motion! I just want us both to get what we never had realness to not be with someone an wish it was each other I've been behind for almost 14year while they all been beside you but who do you always lean on who do you always end up depend on when your running low an I come to you when I need someone I come to you for love cause I know.my hearts safe with you it's like i.gave it to you then why is it so hard has the time away learning to live with out it watching my heart on stage just became easy because I know you keep it but now my heart calling me back an I am scared if I go back it you just give it back I left before you could hate me I just want someone to never leave shit I'm crying and scared because the words.cut.deep cause if you hurt me if you every came the day you say you didn't love me I tutely die inside because I just need that one person to always love.me an I chose you and I sorry for the pain I sorry I gave you all my love and it's left you depleted I guess this what happens when you grow up like us I always wanting love it start with my mom and dad never having them but still lovin them even tho they could never be what I needed drug got the best of them so get it just translated over to us an I still want love I want something to believe in something that would never leave I didn't care who your were with because I know I have your heart and you got mine so it doesn't matter if he love me or not because you did an last time I try to be beside you it just kind of got muddy cuz you just think it's to good to be true so you push me away they way I am doing you now cause now I think it's to good to be true what should.we do an I know you shouldn't have to to tell me but I shouldn't had to fell so confused when I got up the nerve to come Thur you should have treated me better cuz I'm still here as they come an go me an you remain we made that vow no matter what right