reality vs. insanity

the bridge between two worlds one filled with problems the other filled with wonders, i drift away to my happy place directly north to my thoughts, sadly my problems dont vanish and life moves on, cant kick it with popeye eating spinich for to long, but whe im alone and i get a chance to zone my imagination roams free, youll think im on shrooms if you could see what i see, from school to ponies from ponies to fonies, from life to death to santa jumping on his bed, but then reality kicks in and im reminded of the problems that i have and the isues that need to be solved, like my anger managment and depression, wanting to lash out and destroy everthing in sight, letting my insanity destroy reality, but then i go south back to the fake smiles i flash to the people who dont know the true side of me.