really long ago I was

really long ago I was a kid. a child a dustmite, a fib. I released my thoughts at whim and nothing was ever grim

and now im almost 18. where did i lead myself? i dont remember much except a basketball and some touch

and looking at a lightbulb in  a fixure makes me realize things everyone should forget

im staying awake, even though i am break. weary, like the ones on your car. 

if you know what i am saying i am honored, for once in this year i hope not be discarded.

where?

did you come from? on th eocean in a flower, jumping off the eifle tower