REd

dont think 
just speak 
second guess not 

sometimes i gain 
even while 
im lost in pain 

revive all-the-time 
falling from cuts 
blood lost in forever-ness 

in the dark, confused 
miss interpreted 
as much as abused 

try so hard 
to fall so low 
all-ways fate blowing the hole 

try to do right 
proving all but 
never good enough 

i say it with confidence 
hurting from the depths 
all-ways miss interpreted 

want all happiness 
get all gloom 
not so consumed 

simply lost 
cry so much 
cut and bleed 

sad to call it... me 
red so dark 
dry to brown 

no time for me 
but time for thou 
destiny...