Refined

I look in the mirror and am like, "God help me." I'm full of fear and I wanna be free so badly. I wrestle with strength. It beats me down. All I wanna do, is just shut down. I question myself all the time. Am I good enough for You or am I just blind? I need to read Your book, for I know it holds the truth. It it probably the playbook for my inner truth. You say do not fear, for I am always with you. God please appear and show me what's true. Give me strength to stand. For I am very weak. Show me the upper hand so I can make it through the week. Give me the mind to look deep down inside to see that I've been refined to make a change worldwide.