Regret

It resides in my heart and mind. Telling me after the fact that I had what I been trying so hard to find. It left me in tears And still resides in my fears. I was constantly a day late For that change of fate. Why did I wait so long Where did everything go wrong. If I could do it all again I would change the mistakes made. Maybe just maybe then My love life wouldn't seem so locked with the stone jade. Regret lives in my heart Made me hurt like broken bones in rainy weather. It's torn me apart. My heart is with the wind floating in the black like a feather. I wake up looking back 9 years ago. Still wondering why. Lady, I just want you to know. I wish I could've been your guy. This poem is all wet Only because I relive my regret.