Regrets

Words said that can't be replaced
All these regrets haunting my mind
These memories disrupting my sleep
I Just want to see you smile
But you refuse to even let me hear you talk
You carry on with your seemingly normal life
While I fake my smiles and silence my laughs
Your thoughts are clear enough to make crystal jealous
Mine are dark enough to scare away the night
If only I could go back and do it differently
Replace that anguish with harmony instead
To think where we could be now
Sharing smiles, holding hands, touching lips
To think that this could be a reality
It torments my mind that you've just moved on and
That I can't stop thinking about you
That I won't stop thikning about you
That I want you here in my life
But that you just reject me
Leaving me here soak in my despair
Sorry will never be good enough for you
After everything I said to you, we're through
I messed up, its over now, its true
Despite all this, I still need you