Regrets

Dear Former Best Friend,

How are you?

I often wonder how you are doing,

But I never have to courage to ask

Our friends.

They often bring you up in conversations

And I pretend I am not hurt that

I am no longer part of your life.

Do you ever wonder about me?

How did we ever reach this point,

Where we hide our feelings

And all the years

We were together.

I was wrong

And I should have

Told you to wait for me.

I was selfish.

I hope we will be able to be friends.

One day.

I am sorry.

Sincerely,

Your Former Best Friend