Regrets

My mom has always said, everyone makes mistakes, but I've made more than I should have, taking a sip, cutting my thighs, punching walls, pushing everyone away. Crawling back to whoever I can like a kicked puppy

I'm gonna repair this

I'm being told I can't fix this shit unless I face my trauma, I don't agree

I'm gonna take it back to the start, I've had a change of heart

I can make it better, I know I can

There's things to change, ways to go about it with less destruction

I'm "free" to have a second chance! You gotta believe me! I can make it better than it ever was. I can make it better