The Regrets You'll Never Forget

I’m sorry for ever loving you, 
I think that was a mistake
How could I have been so blind
Maybe I just wanted to give you 
Another chance because I thought
You were going to do better
But I was wrong the whole time
You’re a terd for doing that
I would never have thought 
You were going to hurt me
Especially like this when you
said you would never do such 
a thing I was a nerd in taking off
My glasses and to try to force 
Something that was never
Going to come true it was 
All on you when you weren’t 
Even true to me or even to yourself
I would always think if I ever
Deserved it and it came out 
To be that I didn’t, how can 
I ever forget the pain that you
Caused me to be in, we were one 
And now were nothing all because
You had to go on and do a stupid
Thing like that, it feels like if 
Someone was drowning you in 
In a bucket of blood, knowing 
That you wouldn’t be there anymore
I can’t deal with the pain that hurts 
So bad inside me whenever I go 
Somewhere your name always 
Appears so now this is a sign of 
Saying goodbye my lover