Reincarnation Bells

Bells

Bells ringing

In my ear

In my head

Around me

Always ringing

Never stopping

Ring

Ring

Ring

Ring

...

Silence

...

It stopped

I cried

I lived

I cherished the silence

I loved it

I died

...

More Silence

...

How can i live with this burden

Weighing on thy shoulders

Like a heavy axel

Like a...

Responsibility

A job

A deed

I hate it

It destroys me from the inside out

Inside my veins

My blood

My skin

My nerves

My life

...

Reincarnation is something

Unnatual

Life

Death

Undeath

God help me

Im dying

Im living

Help

No

Im fine

Im alive

Im screaming from the inside out

Scratching from the inside

Out

Inside

Out

The demon is controling

But the Angel is calming

Feelings

Grief

Joy

Sadness

Happy

Empty...

Its gone

Its back

What do i do?

Will they come back? 

Will i find them?

Wil they find me? 

The howls

The moon

The sun

The stars

The clouds

The woods

The meadows

Life

Death

Undeath

My life is so much more than a Soul

Its a Star

Its a Sparkle

Its LIFE

...

...

...

...

...

Peace

At

Last

...

...

...

...

I'm alive yet i am happy

The ringing is louder then ever

And i embrace it