Reincarnation of Judas

The euphoric haze dopes my thoughts. My Heart slows my breathing slows. The night is no longer black it’s of haunting hues. Vomiting up nightmares and memories. The eerie veil tied tightly over my eyes. The blindfold hides monsters shadows of my regret. Happiness is not here it is never here. Only the cracked nail of wicked remorse. Picking at my lip hoping I’ll scream. Keep me captive to never wake. I never fight my punishment is just. Betrayed my dreams of success and love. I pluck my vocal chords they never play. But, This eternal night never lasts. I’m unbound and brought to morning. Only to desire the chains of my Hell.