Rejection

I feel cold and alone no one is around to talk too,i wish you were here with me, i feel suffocated and i want out this life, these walls are bound to fall any minute, I only have myself at this moment no one cares to look at me to turn my direction, I only want whats best for me im lost in this world, no where to go or hide, It hurts me to know that i dont have anyone here to support my decision that i made.evrything that i once pictured my life to be was a fairy tale which would never come true, im crying and its only making things worse for me , I only want to do right ny you i just want you to acept me for who i am and not judge on me what i have become and it hurts to know you are disgusted by my character and the person i am. If you can't accept me them i'll leave in the blank of an eye. I just want out... This is not the life i choose I was born to be the person i am ... Good bye