Rejections Lament

Your mystery and beauty, to know it I once prayed A leap of faith to reach you, fallen broken and frayed Invisible in a crowd, alone like no other Through faceless strangers I see you, in the arms of another Strong, aggressive, and dominate, these things I am not Caring and compassion mean something, at least I once thought Gyms and books bring improvement, but at the end Im still me Sensitive, Emotional, and Quiet, nothing in this man to see Starved and deprived of the most basic and human needs I cant change what I am, in my soul bitterness breeds Children make us immortal, but my genes are deemed unfit I cant make you love me or fuck me, away with my soul to the pit Man was not meant to be alone, unless you're on Gods shit-list Even the father of all has his favorites, Im stuck under his thumb and fist Rejected, unloved, and abandoned, all hope is truly gone The sun sets on my hopes and dreams, for me there is no dawn The clear water turns dark red, my existance bled-out and erased Pain fades to peaceful slumber, at last Ive been embraced...