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Relapse.

by aqlxis

January 31, 2023.
What do I do, everything is getting bad again.
Why can I never get better?
Everyone gives up on me,
Why can't someone just stay and listent to me?
If no one wants to help me then I dont matter.

I relapse again,
I cut, purge, starve myself, drink, isolate.
Why can nothing make me happy anymore,
Not my friends, not family, not my hobbies, i'm alone.

 

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If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone.

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I am whole and pure.

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PersonalThemeAbstract

Deeply personal diary entry about depression, self-harm, isolation.

SparseMeasureDense

Dense accumulation of suffering, many distinct painful ideas compressed.

DarkSentimentBright

Strongly negative: despair, self-harm, abandonment, hopelessness throughout.

StillEnergyExplosive

Intense emotional urgency; repeated questions and staccato confessions.

MicroLengthEpic

Approximately 10-12 lines; fits 7-15 range.

PlainFigurativeOrnamented

Mostly direct, declarative; minimal metaphor or ornamentation.

LyricVoiceDramatic

Pure lyric internal voice; confessional first-person monologue.

Free Verseelegyidentityspiritualrepetition

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EDGARCUMMINGAROUND89
<p>I RELATE, AND I SEE YOU.&nbsp; YOUJR NOT ALONE, HEARING DOENST HELP HOWEVER YOU HAVE A FRIEND HERE.&nbsp; WE ALL STUMBLE.&nbsp; REMEMBER ITS NOT ABOUT THE FALL, ITS ALL ABOUT&nbsp; THE RISE.&nbsp; I HAVE RELAPSED QUITE A FEW TIMES , IT HURTS AND HURTS EVERYONE THAT&nbsp; LOVES YOU TRULY NEVER GIVE UP.&nbsp; SOMWETIMES I THINK I DO IT ON PURPOSE ON SOEM LEVEL, ESPECIALLY WHEN THINGHS ARE GOINMG WELL.&nbsp; WE ALL SUFFER , PEOPLE LIKE US SUFFER THE MOST.&nbsp; FROM OONE SUFFERING POET TO ANOTHER, I LOVE YOU FREND.</p>
EDGARCUMMINGAROUND89
<p>I RELATE, AND I SEE YOU.&nbsp; YOUJR NOT ALONE, HEARING DOENST HELP HOWEVER YOU HAVE A FRIEND HERE.&nbsp; WE ALL STUMBLE.&nbsp; REMEMBER ITS NOT ABOUT THE FALL, ITS ALL ABOUT&nbsp; THE RISE.&nbsp; I HAVE RELAPSED QUITE A FEW TIMES , IT HURTS AND HURTS EVERYONE THAT&nbsp; LOVES YOU TRULY NEVER GIVE UP.&nbsp; SOMWETIMES I THINK I DO IT ON PURPOSE ON SOEM LEVEL, ESPECIALLY WHEN THINGHS ARE GOINMG WELL.&nbsp; WE ALL SUFFER , PEOPLE LIKE US SUFFER THE MOST.&nbsp; FROM OONE SUFFERING POET TO ANOTHER, I LOVE YOU FREND.</p>

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