That relationship

 I couldn't cry for a second,

because I didn't actually feel mad or sad

I was just confused.

 I was confused because he said that he wasn't safe

that he couldn't joke around

because I could get mad and fuck everything up.

fuck up the friendship that we had.

 We stayed friends, and when he told me

straight through that screen

that "friends would be best"

I'm not gonna lie, I was a little heartbroken and upset

 But with time we'll have that same relationship.

the friend kind.