Remember me?

I'm from four white walls Trying to make sense of it all Always missing the ball Cause I'm too scared to fall And I cant recall A day I remember at all I'm from a haze Blurring the days Stretched in every which way As my soul begins to decay I have to look away Because I won't remember today Like I didn't yesterday I'm from a blank slate Never understanding my minds state But it's starting to get too late I have to decide my own fate Because life wont wait Gotta take the bait Or lose the race I'm from nothing anymore Not like before I've finally hit the floor In front of me it all tore So Now I'll shut the door And never go back for more.