Remembrance

Choking on saliva, Pinching at skin, Praying it will all one day Work out and never have to Look in the crystal pool With a sorrow unmatched By the saddest of songs. Watching all the perfect girls Glide over the surface with Carefree and happiness That can never be owned Without paying the price. Head pressed to porcelain With only a smile to keep it going. A flame from inside pushes The bad and evil out. You put it there; You must pay for it. Life is not easy, You must work for all you want. Even if it kills you. At least they will not Remember you like this. They will not remember you at all.