A reminder

A reminder I set before I depart Not to turn back there until it's fulfilled With this i set my journey ahead Packed along was a strong drive of determined will. The motive of it I'll tell you what Not to search but use what's store in me The passion,esteem,the almost rusted thought- That good things in life sometimes are free! The ambience,the personalities are things to be changed If I longed to make out most of my life 'cause all along I've been imprisoned and chained Not just my body but ideas and triggering drive. At times emotional delusions tricked me To turn back there and ignore this reminder But thank heaven for the deep scars I carried Reminding me of the mental pain and torture.