Repeat

Bang bang bang My head on the wall 'Give up' the voice says And i feel so small Thud thud thud My heart on my chest My head pounds like a drum I'm trying my best Scrape scrape scrape My nails on my arm Pale skin flakes off But I'm not alarmed Bite bite bite My sore inner cheek And I breathe breathe breathe Until I'm back on my feet. Again. And again. And again. Always on repeat.