Resignation

I am a song waiting to be sung a voice screaming out to be heard and life has been of no assistance to my lungs wet with my tears, old beyond my years and fear, HA fears i tell you are like the raindrops that fall against my window pain that crawls up my spine, i've become so numb i ddn't realize i was half out my mind i ran until i couldn't run no more there were sores from running bare against the pavement bt for everything there is a cost and for my sins this is my payment with critizing eyes you watch me STOP KNAWING AT MY PAIN leaving me open without love there was nothing to gain i brought you all of my prescious being and you left with all that i had, yet there was something missing this feeling is piercing, to my soul fearflessly i could never let go i wondered why you alway looked down of me frowned upon me never curiously asking what befalls me. why i wished this life i had not to live and no one ever came because no one ever knew the stranger i though would save me never showed up, not even you but this has resignated for to long this shouldn't be my song slash these demons from my skin crying to the angels "someday i must win" God save me from the abyss miracolusly i've desolved in the mist six feet under my soul lies buried alive..in this culprit of lies i despise every moment i've cried take this as my resignation from your temptaion your no longer my sensation to useless feelings of sin no more contemplation i reprehend your every aspiration life delayed me, slaved me and engraved me ..i cant remember when i last existed and i no longer wanna be life's tempress someone prayed for me, they gave to me another chance to be whole. finally i've learned to let go and now Lord I ask you...please heal my soul!