Resistance, A Poetic Rant

I remember when i was in love with you. you were my life you were my everything you soothed my soul you challenged my mind causing me to strategize the words i spoke for you. see, speaking clever even tender words for you soothes my own heart but that's when i was in love with you and I'm not sure anything has changed i love you. I love you, you yourself so innocent and pure its the evil in you that i run from. i fear that it would one day consume you, also consuming me because being together was not enough for me i feel need to be apart of you. though, even just a Lilliputian of you is enough to quince the thirst of my very being. its enough to satisfy me, but only for a moment and i find myself wanting more until I'M engulfed in your essence, and i fall in Love with the worst parts of you, until the worst parts of you become the better parts of me. i fall deeper and deeper until the deepness turns into darkness and you become the only piece of light i believe in, by then my Love for you has become polluted... so you see it must end until my feelings for you become a distant memory Of the heart, it's not you it's me or me when I'm with you, it's me because of you, you love my aggression you turn it into something artistic, you criticize my heart put it on open display and i Love that you Love my expression of pain, i do not think anyone can ever understand, there is an ineffable explanation i have for loving you the way i do, see you didn't awaking something in me i never knew was there, No u created something new in me something never discovered by any other human being. your the most beautiful product of existence I've ever witnessed...... and its impossible two live without you but until i figure out away to control my self around you i must run. I'll come back to you with a different love, a pure love and i will elevate your beauty until it reaches my idea of greatness, you're amazing your wonderful your mines