Right and Wrong

Emotions rise up like waves crash into the dunes

Salt permeates through cracks of sand and my dry worked hands

Train tracks they hold me back I see you at the station 

A running sink and in a blink my mind is flooded 

Flowing tears I remember the years the old fears 

Encapsulated intoxicated my feet aren't to move 

This playlist my wishlist at the coffeehouse I search for ways to numb 

That pain it drains it pours right out of me

So fast in a flash like those thoughts they told me were too quick 

So I sip anything that brings me back to center 

But I enter a spiraling oscillating confusing sphere 

What is right and wrong?