ripples

Ripples cause me to ponder

Why am i here

I am not who i thought

How was the girl once so bright

Now so dull

So lonely

My friends,

They're gone

My home

Is no longer mine

My loved ones

dead

My anxiety

present

My emotions

Are static

I cannot breathe

I cannot walk

My motivation

Lacking

My heart

Yearning

My love

distrusting

My tears

fall

My ears

Ring

My eyes

Are sore

I am

pain