Rock Bottom

Mixed emotions in the water

It leads me on roads I've never been on

I've lost my old self, I want to find her

Everyone you pass is just a con

Sometimes I talk and I don't know I'm talking

It's the drugs in my system that acts like a snare

Now I'm lost so I just keep walking 

I've forgotten how to love, how to care

The smoke is shreading my organs and lungs

It's a fast free fall back to rock bottom

I don't understand it, it's like everyone is speaking in tongues

I'm still falling, like Autumn

The bottom is filled with kush and moonrock

It can get so loud, I want to put my ears on lock