Roller Coaster

This is starting to be not so much fun

which sucks because I was ready for the next level

whatever that may have been

but more and more I feel like I'm the only one here

I believe in the busy work days and early nights

but I know what effort looks like and I don't

see it coming from you

we arn't supposed to have what we have 

so I can't be disappointed 

I'm not mad or sad

just lost in my thoughts a lot of the time

thoughts that ultimately lead to you.