Roller coaster feelings

I cry when I should be smiling the weight of the world on my chest like a punch in the face. My strength enabling me to conquer all quests before me. I'm determined to keep my dreams alive and let the world hear the voice I have within my soul. My pen hits the paper releasing my inner beauty for the eye of the digested to paint into a canvas called life. I was once backed into a corner of darkness that I felt I would never get out of. I saw the light in the tunnel and that is called love. My heart hanging on to evey word that you say to me. My mind creating the eternity of us sharing our dreams together. I feel on top of the world like the queen of england in control of all happiness. Goosebumps take over my body like air to my lungs and I know this is where I want to be in life. I've struggled with an image of myself in the mirror for many years. Letting the devil believe he could mold me into the worst corpse walking down the street. But my determination changed that and helped me get across the hot coals of reality and realize that nothing is impossible. That a person that wants it bad can make it. Don't let anything get in your way for we are soliders with a mission to protect and serve in whatever way god has visioned. And I vow to always let my words melt in the minds of my readers.