Rollercoaster

It's like I've been living a nightmare a roller coaster, a neverending loop it goes downhill, never stopping, never ending it's the same old story all the time, I feel like there is no getting off this, there are no better times. I don't know what else to do what else to say. All I can do is just pray that this will all go away, that the worries will die down along with the hippocracy, bigotry, poverty have to find a way out, a way to end this loop to stop the motion of going on and on. I need to put the breaks on this up and down, but I can't It's not within my control, I just know that one day It'll all get better. Like the phoenix I shall rise from the ashes that were left behind and I will rise again, I will find a way to be better than them, I want to get my knowledge, by all means necessary, no matter how scary, no matter how hard. it. may. be. All I know is that this is me and no one can stop what I will be, I am going to keep on going because I have a purpose.