Rose Petals

I should smile when they mention your name.... But I don't, I lose it Cause you, your too confusing And I'm all out of excuses... Out of explanations on why I love you, And honestly I'm tired of explaining, Or I simply just don't know how to put it in words Or I don't know if you feel the same... Like how can one explain... Why they love someone so much, It's simply like explaining the reason I live. I can't really explain it, It's just like when your around my heart gets heavy And it suddenly becomes hard to breathe And I know your everything I'd ever need And I don't want you to to leave. But I know your not good for me.