Rotten Reminiscing

I thought you went away

I didn't think about you

for a long 

long

time

And now you're back?

Why?

Maybe it's the time

of year

But 

you're back

Except this time

you're much stronger

It's strange

really

because we seem fine

we chat

about normal things

but I know

that both of us know

that we're ignoring

what really happened

You're back

And I need to figure out

a way for you

to leave me again.