Rumor has it
Rumor has it
Im a mess
Disorganized, depressed
Im a lost cause
A failure at best.
Rumor has it
He was ruining me
He danced across the pavement
where my heart had smashed so violently
He picked me up
and threw me down
Guided me down the alley
where all my nightmares became reality.
Rumor has it
He loves me
That his past was nothing but a memory.
But Im niave and foolish
And that's all Id ever be
Rumor has it
I was blind
Ignorant to the signs
Of the lowest form of a man
I had let into my life.
Im ugly, eat too much, and talk to loud.
I deserve nothing, get nothing and no other man
would ever take me
Rumor has it
He has a past
One of terror and abuse
One I was told to accept and believe
But I refuse
Rumor has It
Im unreachable
untouchable and impossible to find
Im covering things up
makeup and long sleeves
Hair made pretty and clothes to a T
Rumor has it
I finally realized
I was losing my grasp
That I was beautiful, eat just enough, and talk just right.
That I deserve everything
and any other man
would be lucky to be mine.
Rumor had it
I was a mess
disorganized, depressed
I was a lost cause
A failure at best.
Rumor had it he ruined me
Truth is im finally free.