The sadness in her eyes

The sadness in her eyes The mystery behind that smile And in her,I see desire the cravings to a better life. A finer one perhaps where there are no tears to shed or any strugles to battle no fake smiles to build up, In her talks you see her sorrow Wallowing in the showers of self pity Trying to find inspiration But is knocked down by her desperation Her voice sounds so needy As if it deserves much more but her so far achieved so minimal She talks about her dreams a thing that makes me laugh a lil Thinking that ; she wants way too much too much than she can handle In my heart I feel her vybe longings of the answers to her prayers But never gives up you could tell she is suffering Because she is always whispering things to herself Maybe regrets of unachieved goals or maybe stupid descions she made Soliloquizing out aloud Her best topic;- death and always talking about heaven A peaceful home to rest her sorrows. .