Saving Grace

I just want to let it go

the mistakes i made 

im only a kid. 
 

gone. 

These girls are evil bitches that don't even choose it

i didn't choose it but look where I am now.

We all look fucking stupid when we care so much.

i came for love but got hate

when i fired back i got more.

I don't want 600 + people to hate me so you can wear it 

i change every moment, every hour, every day

i regret all of it but some, i want someone to try for me

misunderstandings paralyze me and make me have breakdowns

4 year breakdowns that always end with some happiness

but this one isn't ending and I wish she would let me go.

i always thought she was beautiful

in my worst moments i imitated her, used her as an excuse for my problems. 
 

I'm new at this, and there is so much I wish I could take back

i can only learn from my mistakes

life and death lean on a plank called will