Saving love

Mountains of emotions rush over me as I sit and think about what we could have. Like a sour lemon of raindrops that falls on my window as I listen to your voice. How can a love so strong fall apart so quick was this ever mint to be or has this been time wasted on broken dreams and promises? Where is love? Where can I find him? What is he like? His name is so familiar but I don’t think I know him. His essence is like a dark cloud forming in the middle of the night where he steals your heart and disappear into the night but you are so weak you can’t even fight. Can I have back my heart? Where did it go, can I love again after it has been stolen. What is your purpose for me are you here to save me from the pain that is yet to come? Who are you? My soul longs to know real love my heart fights to stay alive. What is life? How can we find her? Is she for us living in such a breath take away yet when am with you I can’t breathe I need to stay alive am drowning in the pain and hurt that you have put me through I can’t see the light. Am dying inside come save me, save me like you did before my night and shining armor no worries and no fears. But now it’s all a memory of the things that used to be can we go on? Should we live? Or should I take the love that I once felt for you to my grave? Am fading away and there is no one here to save me. WHO ARE YOU? I AM LOVE GONE ASTRAY