SAY A PRAYER FOR ME

I've always been the type to know i'll cross a line any minute. I may need devine intervention. I pray for saving, when I speak my mind. I know one day I will run out of time. I don't know where you go when you die. I just hope my next life will be better than this one. I've always been afraid to stand up for who I wanted to be. I use to let people walk all over me. I was afraid to defend myself. I thought it was crazy to snoop down to other people's level. "Boy was I wrong." when I discovered a warrior in my spirit, I knew nothing could go wrong. I made myself change for better ways. I told myself to let this lion out of it's cage, "Don't be afraid, he'll be ok." I've noticed it's a different vibe when you walk as a warrior. No one respects you, no one understands you, they only want the worst for you. They discourage you, "they fear you." As years past I've realized people only want you to speak on what they want to hear. If you talk about anything that's going on in your life, or the demon you're fighting "they don't care." You don't matter, you're not them. You're over dramatic, you're complicated, you have to much baggage, I can't relate. Those are the words people say to the one's they claim to love. It's crazy how we preach about it all the time, then live by hate. How can we relate to love, when we don't deserve it. And if God's not real, I don't want to be right. I want to be the ripen fruit in a tree. Causing pledge and disease for no apparent reason. Destroying innocent lives like the government. If I don't live to see my life in success, I want you all to know I did my best. I will never hurt someone else's life to become my best. That's when karma will come in effect. I will always strive to be the best in my field, Even when I die real.