Scare you left.

You left a heavy scare, making me feel paralized.

wish we never met, believing it will all go away.

wishing i`ll forget, but i know i`ll never go back.

I can`t erase the pain you put me through,

wishing i went back, erasing every thing that ever happened.

I don`t think i`ll forget, the pain is here forever 

I`m here feeling like my purpose in life is distroied.

you of all people, i fell for you believing & wishing you were diffrent,

wishing every thing they said was false.

I`m here wishing the scare was gone

when this would have never happened

if i avoided you all together

But every thing happens for a reason.

i wonder what your reason was.

But from now on your out, out of my heart, my mind & my life.