Scared of losing you

no one knows me the way you do. that girl is all that i am with changing from a few stolen words though the fights with few a hurtful memories all that is left is a pool of regrets there only mistakes hanging over us now. wondering what is real or what is fake putting up with it for so long you got in use 2 then comes the pain. loving that one special person has made u blind even foolish you HAVE try long and hard to fool everyone but, you can't fool yourself Your scared of losing him for dear life you've held on for 2 long to let go. caring so much that it's made you helpless. knowing deep down you keep getting pull back in. it's wrong and you know it is deep down. all it takes is a few small words and your hooked easily u fall for those excuses more and more each time. So is it love or the pain of letting go.