Scared of Love!

I’m trying my best not to fall for you, but it gets harder every day. Between your laughs and you shushing me, I can’t help but say… I really, really like you I really really do. But right now all I can see is you being my boo. I know you think I’m crazy and I can say the same. But honestly I’m scared this will turn into one big game. I hate that we can’t see each other like every other day. But honestly I think we should just keep it that way. It’s not like I don’t like you because I really do. But you know my situation and of course I do too. At night sometimes I think how things could be. You know between you and me. But then he comes in the picture frame. And I think to myself no things just wouldn’t be the same. So I guess it’s best we just stayed friends. Because I really don’t want that to end. You said you loved but how would I know? Do I love you? I think so…. Of course I have a love for you but I’m not technically in love. But then again who knows only him above… But it’s getting late and I have nothing else to say. I just wish we could go about this in the right way. I hope we can stay friends as long as ever. And maybe someday it will turn into forever. <3