A sea of sadness

Whenever I feel sad I go down to the beach to cry I had so many chances and I blew it If only he knew That I too I'm scared Afraid of taking this chance to make his day Maybe then we can stay playing with each other till night come If when that day come How will the course of this change? I wonder I hope when that day comes the moment the mood I'll know what to do then I'll be cool no longer looking like a fool It would no longer be a sea of sadness but an island of exotic sensual paradise