Search for hope

I'm looking searching preying hope, where is it did it drop from the rope. Is completely gone vanished like a ghost did take my dreams just cause I was close. I'm awaiting concentrating on some kind of hope, fix this situation that's constantly broke. Oh where can it be its no longer a joke, I've searched high and low no where else to go. I'm wishing wanting needing hope to re appear without true hope my futures unclear, so I'm fighting with all my soul to never be broke that's why I can't quit searching for hope.