Searching for balance

Understanding the conundrum being faced with a perceived notion of actuality 

Of the true nature of reality. Going to and fro the past and future to see the errors of where there may have been wrongs.  Gazing out the window of life eager to see the wrongs in the past. Only to see an intoxicating relationship. Thinking the search is over you fond what the heart yearned for so you thought. Remaining in the future now seeing thing’s that should have been revealed in the past.  Only to be decisive seeing the true identity of what stands before you. Seeing the intoxicating attraction that once was. Now there is just a broken heart 💔 crying for the overwhelming desire of closeness. To find the balance to cultivate both sides only to be hit with resistance.

By Jet