Seasons Change .

Have you thought that just for a minute that am not not the person you hoped id be ? Our days are more gray and white, then them bright vivid colors they used to be . Can't ever seem to see eye to eye for nothing . Not the perfect love story you hoped for . Never given my all in to something like this, I guess its a first time for everything . Can't remember the last time I honestly felt like I made you happy . I want the color back in this relationship. Guess one would call this us going through our downs. I have never felt more safe with anyone in years . Why can't we get this right ? Having some of the feelings I am feeling , dont make sense . I believe in everything you say . I believe in us . I believe in you . I believe in me . Why are hiding stuff , lying to cover it up ? Thought we moved pasted that. Thought we were so close to Saving the Date . Every relationship has its seasons , so which season is this one ?