Sebastian 2013

I have been hoping

Dreaming of an opportunity in which I can profess how remarkable you are

How much you truly mean to me

And this may as well be it

I adore you in so many ways

Your art is exceptional

Your spirit shines bright

Your mind is exquisite

Your kindness is your greatest quality

It has been so nice to get to know you

Despite our schedules refusing to coexist, every second I’ve spent talking and writing to you makes my heart soar

You are one of the best people I’ve had the honor and pleasure to know

We need to meet in person, and embrace and hear each other’s voices up close

There are times when I want nothing more than to hear your voice

There are times when I need to know you’re alright

I miss you, but both life and distance have a way of trying to separate good things

Especially now, I miss you greatly

And I seem to somehow know that there are awful things happening

But I am dumb, and I do not know how to fix them, or even if I could

But know that you are amazing, and you truly mean the world to me

And even if distance prevails against our efforts

I imagine you know that I love you

Even if you don’t, I do