Second guessing

Second guessing something I seem to be doing a lot 

Im second guess people I help 

Im second guessing the chances I keep giving 

Im second Guessing the people I love 

I'm second guessing my actions with my children 

Im second guessing the people I hang around 

It's more so my trust issues make me second guest everything 

Even with second I still make the wrong choice 

I'm second guessing my relationship 

Im second guessing my progress I'm making 

I'm second guessing my purpose in life

Im second guessing why god didn't take me yet 

I'm second guessing why I had to go through half of the shit I went through 

I'm second guessing why god letting me go through all this pain 

I'm second guessing why I had it ruff from birth 

I'm just second guessing myself